I was really uncomfortable for a while because my chest felt like it was burning and like there was something stuck in it. Dad came in to check on me and brought.... My first and only real love. ... My mind insists not to consider the possibility while my stomach says otherwise and feels like throwing up. ... The man has some crazy idea stuck in his brain, but he doesn't know Steven like I do. ... and try to heave my heavy heart back in my chest because Jordan will know something is wrong. abc